Do you believe in FENG SHUI? It is a Chinese word so dunno if its the correct spelling. Maybe it is actually feng sui or feng soy. Ah whatever! Even the Chinese do not care about spelling. Feng shui is about orderly arrangement of everything. When objects are orderly arranged it brings good luck and prosperity. However when it is not in alignment with the universe or just have a particular sample that when things doesn't seem to be in correct proportion or something doesn't feel right there is something wrong. Yeah it is common sense.

I believe in my instinct. Just as I stepped on this house the first time that we moved in I know that there is something wrong or the feeling that this house we are residing right now is deemed "bugged." Not by bugs left by the pet they had. I asked my husband if he had the house exterminated or bug sprayed before we moved in or somehow he had some checking done with the doors and lock and of course if the carpet was properly shampooed. All I can hear was "yes." I did not ask anymore. I have to rely on that one word. You know I have to trust my husband. For too ask too many questions will lead him to raise his voice and I will end up being paranoid just like what my co-worker used to say to other workers. The truth is I am just too sensitive. I have sixth sense. And you wonder why Jennifer used to copy my stories. I will let her see more ghosts visiting her studio.

Seriously, I was beginning to sense that this is not the right house for me and my kids. The sad fact is the bread winner of the house doesn't want us to move. I don't know for sure what is the real reason. Maybe he hates moving again. Moving out is such a difficult task. It is not only time consuming but costly. It is very expensive. Imagine having to put off the plug ins and then have them change to another outlets and then pay for the manny electrical connections, etc. etc. from television, telephone, computer etc, blah blah and blahs.

Then here comes the many curious inquisitive people the dalahiras who will visit me just to ask me "Why don't you work so that you will get very busy." Guess what I am always busy. I know how you work, I have a full story book report of what you did last summer , spring, winter and holidays in and out of the island. But being a good friend of this person the story remains in my journal. I don't like competeing with her in the workplace because she always end up crying. That she needs financial help because her family in another country needs it. You know I am such a very kindhearted woman and from then on I quit my job so that she can have a life. To have it publish is probably would wait Year 3000. By that time we are all dead. In Year 3000 everything would be just like a SCROLL. I'm not sure if I will have them in a jar. LMAO. I don't think so. Or will have them published like a Torah bounded in a secret metal.

So let's go back to my situation. Really I hate this place. I hate being on an island like this, its almost like a cemetery. Anybody here ))))))) Hello are the people here all dead?