Before Christmas I made it a point to call my parents first and greet them, express my Christmas wish and prayers that they were both in good health amidst all the swine flu that's roaming around the world. Somehow one way or another we will get that flu or be affected with that awful dreaded influenza through passing it unknowingly incidentally or its because flu is the catchy illness that frequently annoys each one of us when weather or climate keeps changing. Sometimes the cause is merely psychological and weak immune system. Although common cold is just normal to have it twice a year. We all have to breathe air and through this breathing process you get what's in it, you inhale anything that is floating in the air.

So while I was chatting with my dear Father who barely cannot hear me that I have to almost shout. Our conversation over the telephone for about 15 minutes exchanging few stories important and not so important news. Then I was shocked when I heard that my favorite uncle passed away on December 5th. He died of cancer. I couldn't believed what I heard. The uncle who helped my family financially when I need to pay my college tuition fee. A time when my parents although employed as government workers still needed the help to get by at the time of economic crisis. My uncle who is a dignified, respected lawyer, campaign manager for a certain politician is now dead. What hurt the most is my uncle a very religious man, whose blessed with good kids, two have served the Lord in the seminary , unfortunately one perished (the seminarian, soon to be a priest) when the bridge accidentally collapsed during the Penafrancia fluvial parade years ago. Why good people, kindhearted people are taken away right away and the many bad people have to stay for too long on this earth? That I cannot answer. I don't have any answer to such question when I was asked about it. Maybe it's time to ask God. Or I can guess that maybe suffering is a better punishment? Not good or unreasonable answer right? I am not God and He is the only one who knows what is best for all of us.

Thank God if we stay here on Earth until we want it or you can pray if you want to end your life. I think it's up to us the will to live.

To my aunt and your family  > my warmest condolence. It is untimely that uncle was taken away from your life at this time of the year. But maybe there is one reason that can be reflected on it for us to remember him at Christmas time. Thinking about his name Juan which is John in English isn't that one of the miracles that you have to unravel? I mean if you believe the gospel. Uhm better not think just feel it, the spirit within.

Sadness and happiness a combination that my family will have to remember in this time of the Year. Year 2009 is meaningful and what can I say...enigmatic.

I will try to erase the many supposed to be hurtful feelings conceived in my mind and would try to create the many wonderful feelings deep within me you know trying to conquer negative freaking emotions towards the people I hate the most. LOL. Why not? I'm always allowed to write sentiments here esp. on my blog. This is what blog is all about. It is similar to a restauRANT. It is a chat-cat.

Then here comes my daughter showing her newly assembled bionicle a robot with a spear. That's her just like me who loves puzzle and assembling robots. Okay folks be true to yourself so that the fakers will be put on display to the Hall of Shame. The Good and Beautiful People be put on display to the Hall Of Fame. Bwahahahha.

Cheers to the New Year!

WOW! Somebody out there really loves me. Somebody there loves my curtain and she's wearing it, dancing and singing until she dropped on the floor. She didn't get hurt...she just wants to flaunt her nice flare petticoat. Hehe! FGS! I know Laura you are a bit KSP but there's nothing I can do but laugh at your mini-comedy of error.

I will forgive you for your funny clever antic because you made me laugh. Actually until now I am chuckling! WTH is that? OMG! Chuckled to death!

Oh by the way, the lady woman of law has been tagged and has a special RSVP. She's not mad though. I think she is just happy that she appeared in my radar and satellite.

By the way my blognews down below was questioned on how some convicts end up as lawyers? Simply - -----> because they were "wrongly accused."

How many are wrongly accused at the time of Jesus Christ when the Romans punished and persecuted the Christians for their faith?  How many are being accused in this lifetime for the many troubles that are made by people we don't  even know. Have you been accused and how you can face your accuser?

There are too many lies in this world that no matter how many times you try to unravel the truth every time  time and time again the liars win. Well folks it's all CONSPIRACY THEORY! They all just want your money for their poker and scam the hell with them!!

HOWEVER , bless the people who know the truth for GOD is with them all the time and that's what I believe in. Hohum getting very religious here. I gotta go and find something worthwhile to do aside from preaching my early sermon.

Thank God the snow melts right immediately.

Rejection, Rejections and Counter Defense

IT's OKAY! One way or another we all gonna be rejected its alright. That's life. Hundreds or thousands of rejections can make you really tough. The more rejections and many negativity in this world is just fair and deserving for people who are just testing their skills.

Besides some of them are just UPSTARTS and who knows probably doing their masters in jail esp. Hannibal Lecter, and the many lawyers who finished their degree in law while inside the prison. It's true! Many of them. However the government wont reveal those stories. I do not know why.

I am not here to be read by those people who think they are so blessed. I'm not here to be heard, nor read. If you want to read my blog thank you.

Once my blog is being READ you know right there IT's PUBLISHED!

Some people cannot READ. They can write but they cannot read and COMPREHEND.

Few people just copied and pasted words per words from the original book and burned them and have their names as the publisher writer of books. That's a common work done by those who are now under investigation and others who are in the slammer. Poor notorious people who think they are pure genius.

I was rejected! Imagine? My comment was rejected by an anonymous writer. You know why? Because it turned out she was getting her NEWS and latest Blog controversial issues on the many blogs and stories that I have written here.

Poor woman. Get a life because you are sooooooooooo dead!

Melinda? That's her name. She's hiding?! For what? One of these days she owned many of my blogs well guess what she's so fat and I'm gonna curse her so that she'll be the THINnest just like that popular writer > guy named ----->  never mind he already had a car accident.

What really is a CATSKILL (S)?

I'm so glad that one guy from the North Pole knew how to reply by sending amazing and spectacular photographs of snowy white bear , seals and walrus and the snowy winter wonderland in a frigid environment. It was majestic, it was awesomely spectacular! He's one of the best photographer for National Geographer and he is highly super duper skilled in his kind of work. You can praise him all over for his ingenuity and well all I can say he is gifted. He can see what others cannot see. Only few people can manifest in such truly cold zero  environment . It was surreal for many of us. Gheez, you have to be there right there where it happens.

Change topic: Then here comes another guy who cannot manifest in what other bloggers are doing here. I know and aware he is a teacher and everyone here should write diligently and use word per word as excellently and eloquently prolific as he is. That he wants everyone to be attentive when it comes to SPELLING. Do you really want Tori?We already have a TORI at the downtown area.

What if I'm a bit Frenchie and my spelling is getting haywired? Why should I tell you the code? Do I have to type in always semantic way. It would only become semitic 'ya know? Austistic or dyslexic? What you think?Kung mahina na ang code nyo baguhin nyo na rin.

O waitcha did you know that only autistic people can understand their own kind? LMAO. Siguro si TW ay isa ring autistic and his code deliberately has something to do with " O Siam."

Why PM Stephen Harper is in China?

Do you know why?

1. SOUND travels faster in the Far East

2. China is the oldest cradle of civilization

3. Because the best plate in the world is located in China Cabinet

4. Empire strikes back?

5. China has a population of BILLIONS of people and he can be heard over there unlike in Canada when you are too fat and frozen sound travels slow and what else? You can think of anything rationally like its about CATSKILLS!

Dreaming Dreams

Great God it's already December 1st! I just couldn't believe how fast time goes by nowadays. Next month > January 2010 and I will be another year older. If we can only stop the clock or the time from spinning. Or maybe we can stop the earth from its rotation and revolving around the sun. We can all have a flat planet not a round one. Just kidding. I would like to spin on the members of the Flat Society. The geniuses who believed in the flat surface believing that planet Earth is actually flat. If the Earth is flat  then there is always flood. Everything is even, there will be no mountain or hills nor plateau and water is everywhere. That is scary and awfully yuckie. There will be boats, and ships and buildings floating on water? What a sight, amazing sight. Venice is just like that. A famous beautiful city submerged in water.

Let's have the view of Earth as the spinning revolving planet. If its true that our planet moves through its axis and into the solar system I am probably so dizzy and wont be able to move. Anyway from famous Galileo, Da Vinci and the many astronomers and philosophers who tried and each every inventions and discovery to unravel the mysteries of the 9 planets that revolve around the sun. I consider those 9 planets my bracelets. So bizarre? I am. I am thinking like a giant looking for my giant bean plants.

Dream On! I can always dream right? My dreams are better than my reality ahahhahaha. My dreams are worth billions and NASA are all over them already.

MY GOD! I just couldn't believe what I have just read from other bloggers. Not only they leave their free will for public reading but also found the content silly and hilarious. Yes she admitted she is a dork. Lovable dorkie though. Ahahahahh. Way to go Lora.

I had one like that in my personal diary thinking that it was my end of days when I had that last lasagna I had that my delicate tummy was unable to digest properly.

Then another famous blogger who keep his purse open to many readers, passers by and those curious by-standers, stalkers, stokers and other school of fish in the internet blogosphere. Keep on roping man. LOL. I would love to join in that game of him. Imagine having a FREE LAPTOP worth $1, 200 on a retail store couldn't be happier having it for myself or for my parents so that it's easy for us to communicate with them instead via telephone. My typing is faster than by talking over the phone. Besides seeing them through webcam would be a lot of help. Face to face reality. My children missed them and would be exciting if they can message them through the YM or Twitter chat with them.

Technology, the latest gaga that is computer webcasting and forecasting, chatting and all waves combined.
tele-conferencing the fastest way although of course not to the speed of light. We're not into that technology.
We wont be able to have that. Besides, slow down and cold play is on.

Yesterday we thought there is something wrong with our telephone only to find out that my child was playing with the fax. It was on a fax mode. 

How come showers from the sky are felt in this country once again? After all the codes have been implemented. You want to know why is this happening at your place? Your country cannot afford it. You should go to Vatican City and donate. Donate  is the term to describe when your country cannot pay your debts. The country's debts! DONATION is used instead of PAYMENT! Weird? That's a better terminology.

Not long ago the climate is absolutely perfect. No one can complain about how cold or hot the weather is. This you may thank or be grateful for the many friars, priest, monks and nuns who had their personal vocation to the Lord. Each one of these saintly scholars originated from the well to do families in the 18th Century. Each one of them donated their wealth in the form of land, jewels or jewelries such as gold, silver, copper and the many important valuable gems known to mankind. Through all these generous donations by will or by force (?) the world climate is absolutely perfect.

Not now. Not at this present generation when all donations that are supposed to be under the arms of the Church. Donations go directly to different charity organizations and you don't know who are the end receiver.

Tell me the truth if you really are recipients of the donations that were accumulated thr. the years from your favorite charity. It's good or must be great to be the giver not the receiver.

I don't care. Who cares about you now depends on who are seated in the government. Friends can only give advice and family to be there with you in good times.

A certain dogMa is once again being spread in the most expected places called facebook. If they don't like a certain person they would have the right to kick, boot or detach or axe that entity away from their club. Wow! Who that totalitarian and dictator ?

You can always have the right to boot someone or somebody by means of REASONS. How rude that human being or animal . How brutal, dishonest, deceiver or how on earth God has created that being. You cannot kick out or excommunicate a person for being righteous. Do you know what I mean by being RIGHTEOUS?

You can kick out, boot or unfriend a person if that friend or acquaintance of yours is a manipulative, deceiver, dishonest, a thief, burglar, those who committed crime and most of all somebody who did something wrong. What is wrong and what is right? Do you know? Have your wisdom revisited pls.

There are too many unreasonable people on this Earth. It 's a small world and whoever you are being racist and being worst than evil and Hitler,  need to correct your triple X personality. You should be convicted in the asylum.

On about Hitler? I think he's better than the devil. At least Hitler offered money for the test at the concentration camp. With the volunteers? I don't know what they really offered? Crosses and trials? Inglorious Basterds! We can all go whaling and let us know what it gives us. We'll find that out after too many commercials from asian countries.

Here Comes The Cold Front

Do you really want to spin? Here's a photograph of the famous fountain on trees. It was taken at the time of the movie THE FOUNTAIN so its really very nostalgic and enigmatic!

Why is it hard or difficult for the teachers here to teach TECHNIQUE? What is their problem? Are they being held on a chain to teach the best way to deal with their students? How you can educate the many students here who are becoming more autistic than ever? Is there something that blocks them to degrade the kids here in this country? So why they keep on insisting on upgrading when they rather be doing their job of educating the kids not pampering their bratty needs?

My niece once told me about her own experience with her mathematics teacher. All the students in their class were asked to solve some equations and when she was able to hand in her test papers and the teacher was quipped to asked her how she was able to answer them. The teacher was in doubt how my niece was able to solve the equations way too fast. So she blurted out she used a special technique called "short cut technique." This technique being used through the help of kumon. What is KUMON? Common sense! A technique still being implemented in schools in Philippines because educators in the Philippines want the best for every students and they want them to succeed. Get it? They want us to SUCCEED.

Teachers who keep degrading your kids and downright pulling them down so as to label them unfairly make them superior to the utmost of having themselves portrayed as the "untouchables." They were so up high that you can build them statues. I don't know if the government knew all about these?  How many teachers we have to kick out from schools for not teaching the right lesson for our kids?

Then the teacher insisted they are for the LONG TECHNIQUE of finding solution. Huh!? Are you kidding me? Time is GOLD. Time is the essence and time is very valuable in this lifetime. You cannot pick money from trees. It is earned the hard way.

Then they will advertise about they need thousands of nurses here in this country. They offered the course but they can only afford to offer few classes and you have to attend classes in another far far away cities for the next semester. Who are they fooling themselves? Shut down your school if your system doesn't work. Too many students are being left out in the dark. You have to be real honest  with your dealings with these young students. They don't like wasting their own money which they saved from working on low paying job.

Truth matters in this world so STOP your politicking with young students who are just following your foolish silly tricky and tacky ways to steal their money. To all the educators in your school who's got nothing better to do it's time to think that you are not the smartest person in this world we can also kick you out from where you at. If not we can have that school shut down as well. We can have this city look like a ghost town and probably it's better for all of us.

Think Autism As A Gift Not A Curse

BaaaaaaaHhhhhhhhhh! Humbug! I feel very sensitive about AUTISM topic. What is wrong with being autistic? Do you know the real definition of autism? How many are autistics in this lifetime? Okay call us nerdy and geeky.

You wont believe that many astronauts and cosmonauts are partly autistics and they are very smart. Many philosophers and scientists are affected with autism just in case you don't know by now. They have a code. They have a mace and a maze. You can't live with them then at least have proper respect on their silence if they want to be alone on their own world.

Bill Gates, Albert Einstein, Galileo, Newton, Al Gore , Ferdinand Marcos, Jim Carrey and the many movie stars and famous artist are afflicted with autism. They are not dumb.Are you?

What makes us autistic? It's just originally originated from your genes. It is there in your family genes. Some ignorants think that when you are diagnosed with autism they thought about being retards. Of course that 's a different word and meaning. If you allow or intoxicated your kids with cocktail of drugs called medication to ease the pain of autism you are in big trouble. Autism is incurable and medication is of no help. Unless of course if you have transposition of DNA and RNA in a Godlike manner. Now you'll ask me how could that be changed? Through Human Genome Project? Huh!? Genetic biotransfer? You are not God so cut that crap out. Give thanks to the Lord that you are born different and you have a gift that's the most important thing about autism.


AUTISM IS A GIFT  NOT A CURSE

My Desk

Random Thinking Out Loud

IN TODAY's WORLD when almost everyone of us can communicate through the many medium of communication such as: computer machines (email), messaging through MSN, Yahoo, Google or Twitter then the small electronic gadgets such as: Blackberry, iPod, iPhone,netbooks and many small machines that can relay messages and reply back in an instant there's no need to have the language verification whether there is inter-action of grammar and composition. Whether the words are correct in spelling. Hey we are not in 18th Century BC. We are in 21st Century!

It's okay to have your grammar or composition in almost perfect language that you want simply because you have to have the GRADES. You have to be in conformity with the subject you are taking in School. There are strict rules you have to follow.

While here in the internet, you have to be fast. Your reply, your response should be very fast especially if you want to follow the deadline.

For people who worked as journalist in the newspaper business? They have to follow the same rules of being "correct" with what they have to share with the public. First of all they are not only super endowed with rich vocabulary but also every words they have to choose for their article should be verified truthfully or else the journalist would be fired from her job for not following guidelines and most of all reporting untruthful situations. In the newspaper company if you are a keen observant the company have their own editor and copy writer. These important people in the business bureau are responsible for EDITING or COPYING. Whatever is shared to the readers are technically been checked a lot of times for the sake of company's prestige and reputation. One false move of the reporter or journalist would have a great impact on their company. Now you know the reason why newspaper editors have the most influential job to think and know about.

Sometimes the news that we heard or seen and read on TV and newspapers are edited a lot of times. But then not all "breaking news" are true to its context. This situation you cannot blame the reporters because they also relied on live situations, encounters with people they don't know about. Reporting issues that are unknown to them becomes "speculations" or possibility and conclusion. The truth is not all stories are true until there is a fact finding board who will initiate the real issue or make the story longer. The longer process bores people. It keeps dragging us mad until we don't believe anymore. However for people whose eyeing on business the longer the process it would take to get the result is what you call commercialism. They probably are making and earning financial gain. Besides they are really FOR THE GAME.

Short or long process to get the job done is up to those people involved. It will only concern the many of us who think we are being used. Ah whatever. I don't give a damn and don't make myself look stupid on some unimportant matters. If some people cannot improve their language you can blame the "inflection." Inflection and borrowing of words from other languages.

From Ciao to Chow(mein) well it's time have lunch. Past 12 Noon and my tummy needs some nourishment.

The Gordian Knot

"When things are bad

We take comfort in the thought that they could always be worse

And when they are

We find hope in the thought that things are really so bad

That they have to get better

We tangle up the plans

The Lord hath wrought

And when we cry in pain

He says

BE QUIET DEAR

"While I untie the knot."

One thing that I really don't like when ordering something like pizza or any food from the restaurant is when the delivery person don't have any "change." Like the order is amounting to or not even come up to $25.00. I asked if he's got 15 and he can have the pennies quarters, etc or left over. You know what I mean then he said he would come back to bring the change back. Then he came with the change for the total amount of the cost of pizza and hand over the receipt. My goodness I can't see nothing. I mean the print out receipt is blurry. FGS what kind of ink your company is using? Onion?

You know in the truest business sense I would rather have INK that you can really see. BOLD and BRIGHT and BLACK! Dark INK especially when the prints are made for business. How many times we get irritated when the ink seemed to fade at the end of the week, months, and years by the time that we have to have copies of them for ( Y ) Income Tax returns we cannot see anything. What would the accountant or auditor will see from blurred receipts.

Oh by the way, in the print out it stated words : DELIVERY NOT PAID.
OF COURSE I PAID HIM. If he didn't give the payment to the owner of the pizza place then I have to sue him and their pizza shop.

Know what? I have telescopic, microscopic and photographic memory. That your face even registered to my BrainGate microchip. Yes people I am a walking, running, flying bionic woman! Bwahahaha!

You think I'm a vampire dontcha? Hahaha!

By the way the "Kickers buffalo wings?" I'd like to kick your power off right now!
Oh goodness tell your boss you need an EI

NOTE: I'd like to make a correction with the Brainchip technology. The truth is the chip or verichip was experimentally "tried" on quadriplegic patients or those with paralysis. Wherein their body is totally disabled but there is still productivity or use with their brain to continue learning and to gain communication with any human being.

Why I have to explain this? There are too many ignoramus in this world. You just mention something or words they cannot understand their comprehension remained neanderthal. Please LEARN TO COMMUNICATE IN THE TRUEST SENSE THR. COMPUTER NET GAMES. Not all you can learn here are the many porns you and your idle minds can partake. Shame on you people. UPGRADE! BC IS NOT A PLACE TO IDLE WITH.

Do you really want funding for the ARTS? But you really have to be SPECIFIC. Art is so broad and wide not to mention it opens too many doors.

Ordinary art is just art by itself. You just drop a bag of clothes outside your locker is an art for those whose knowledge of art kept them left behind of what truly is ART > in the truest sense of it. Garbage is not an art to me, excuse me. Garbage is dirt and should be dumped never to be seen. It should be burned and most of all be forgotten that it ever exist.

ART for me is about orderly arrange of things. No clutter or whatsoever. It is the very foundation why human beings have a very sturdy structural human skeletons for us to move, stand straight or walk. Our human brain is the same way. It was made or created by God in "orderly fashion." It was not manipulated. It was created artistically, mentally, psychologically for you to think rationally and to think that you are super human beings capable of thinking, reasoning and have the so called control of your existence. Once your rational thinking becomes impaired the human body gave way to the many irrational behaviour that others wont be able to comprehend nor accept. Others wont be able to accept anyhow because their sense of perceptions were also out of bounds and out of reason.

So please don't throw your rage and garbage on my site or else you'll receive my wrath. See > me, being rational giving you the warning.

Why the government has problem funding the ARTS? As I stated before it's too much for them to open doors to:

History
Economics
Fine Arts
Martial Arts
Drawing, Painting, Sketching
Fashion, Design, sewing
Graphic Arts
Photography, Cinematography, Film making
Video, Visual arts
Literature, Liberal arts
Dance, Ballet, Modern jazz, contemporary
Performance arts, opera
Culinary, cooking, baking
Calligraphy
Handicrafts, Weaving Dyeing
Pottery
Language
Flower arrangement (ikebana, origami), bonsai
Sculpture, woodcarving
Poetry
Silkscreen, T-shirt printing, flag making

All the ARTS mentioned above required big amount of capital. Unless of course you have benefactor for those I mentioned who made donations of materials for those creative works.
Some schools and universities received donations from generous donors. Only then that they can able to move and function. Only then they can have the result that they want for their arts. However if you can sell what you have produced then that's another wise story. You call that a part of the school's curriculum but also you establish a business sense that your product has made money. That's the best part of knowing creativity equals financial gain.

Thinking whether the government will help finance the ARTS when they have too much trouble selling the H1N1 flu vaccine. Think that it was Hana M. they were talking about. Yeah people they are full of semantics! Politics! Politics!!

Actually that's a formula for 1% Hydrogen + 1% Nitrogen so that YOU CAN ALL GROW UP! YES YOU CAN!

Have You Got Your Cross Today?

Are you fortunate enough to have your crosses and trials today?

One of you will have that one moment of being in a melancholia. Echolalia? What do you think of me Autistic? I AM! Sad but true.

I have so much compassion for the illiterates and the so called super genius of today. I just can't help that I have to say this once and for all that I once again alive to annoy your world. Such intriguing as the case maybe but hey SUNSET not SETI sent the message that TIA of Total Information Awareness here once again to rule the world. What happened to project OZma? Must have been dead because IMA is here to stay FOREVER.

Watching the many video stories and the awful sad stories of Filipino people stranded in the flash flood in Metro Manila, which is a part of Luzon I can only be reminded of what happened to me and my classmates in college when we were stranded for hours and hours somewhere in Buendia. We were all trembling in fright waiting for help to rescue us because the flood water was rising by the minute. Poor people inside the car and jeepneys have the worse problem than we had because the flood is almost up to their knees while us on board the bus has a bit up on elevation level. We kept on praying until the rescue arrived...after more than 5 hours! It was the military guys with their six by six trucks who were able to get in to the rushing flood water. It was the armed forces who were trained to help the people in need in those situations when other agency has problem of dealing with the risk operation. That you can think and thank the brave men and women in uniform for THEY OFFER THEIR LIVES TO SAVE LIVES!

I don't know how much is the damage caused by this recent typhoon Ondoy compared to the devastating Yoling in the 70's sometime before Martial Law was proclaimed. I think the casualty that time period is the worst of all worse calamity in the world where houses were wiped out by very powerful gusty winds coupled with unruly twisters. It was the time when all you can read and see in the newspapers are dead, decapitated, headless bodies on the front page. Then the hoarding of the many prime commodities such as staple food> rice, wheat, sugar + oil, and petro gas, etc. I remember water is hard to find those days. I mean the safe drinking water. We relied on ration of water from the same source: the military. Then our family and other families in the neigbourhood have to queue in a such a very long line formation to have a ration of corn. Yes the milled corn! No rice can be found. The number one staple food in Philippines is out of stock! Food shortage the number one problem. All power lines were cut off. There is light from the sky at daytime but at night it always been dark unless you have kerosene lamp or lighted candles. How to feed millions of Filipinos in a calamity such as this one? Unbelievable. But that's the truth. The help from other countries? I don't think the Philippines get the help that they need right away. IT TOOK QUITE A VERY LONG TIME for the help to arrive. Until too many people are rioting, too many people are getting sick and dying, stories of suicides, and almost every one are going crazy and mad about the world. Killing and massacre and the many violence add up to the worst problem that were already in it before. Filipino people are very religious people but when calamities after calamities struck the very foundation of society you just can't help wonder where is justice that period of time. IT IS FOR THE SAME REASON THAT MARTIAL LAW WAS IMPLEMENTED TO TAKE THE NECESSARY FAST ACTION of improving the lives of the people. If no one will help the country then it was time for that kind of measures to prevent another nationwide disaster. So can you blame the former Pres. Marcos why he proclaimed Martial Law in 1972?

Of course you'll know the reason why if you are a Filipino and you are living in the Philippines in those "period of time." Because those "leaders" who opposed Mr. Marcos were actually not Filipinos and they were not actually residing in the Philippines. Get it?

Always Read The Label

On about ajAX! Many followed that advice. It was only in my thoughts. Ayun maraming na AX! AXion agad. How many were terminated and were laid off? Kasama na yung mga taong pulos text ng text at di na nagtatrabaho. Wag nyong gamitin ang oras nyo sa katetext ng mga walang kasaysayan at pinababayaan nyo ang trabaho nyo. Meron namang trabaho ng trabaho pero sobrang kupad naman parang nasa ulap. Sampu na ang nagawa mo sya ay walang maumpisahan. Wala naman syang disability talaga lang makupad. Pero sya pa ang mahilig humingi ng dagdag.

Change topic: I was in the middle of browsing this particular website wherein the blogger has a daughter being the focus in that home made video. The girl has somewhat having repetitive awkward behaviour touching her arms, her nose, her face like she is being bitten by flies or mosquitoes. At first I thought she was doing it on purpose like a scene in a comedy show of some kind. Is she having a very strange manic compulsive behaviour like other kids with that kind of disability? And what would be the right cure and treatment?

After a week of having to observe her peculiar mannerism and after having been subjected to using brand named shampoo I have that kind of similar awkward behaviour. After using a SHAMPOO. I went over through the details of that "shampoo" and with the help of magnifying lens to see the ingredients and substance of that "particular shampoo" I was dumbfounded! Who the hell in their fucking --- mind would add BAMBOO in a shampoo? What are the manufacturer of shampoo thinking that human beings are panda? Are you guys totally out of your mind? Are you that crazy? I felt like my skin have thorny spikes and allergies all over my skin after having to use that shampoo.

That's right we all should READ THE LABEL! Or else will all die from the bad crap being made and manufactured by people who are nothing but idiots! They only know how to make money but not thinking the health and welfare of their own consumers.

What else? Heard of the feminine sanitary napkins wherein some of these products have jellies or gels on it to help in the absorption of blood? But only worsen the bleeding until you all have ovarian cancer. Thereby the more bleeding means more pads being bought, and used and more money for the product manufacturer. That story was emailed to me by a friend who lives in South East Asian country.

Then heard of the food being sold in the market? Some of them are genetically modified and the rest are SYNTHETIC! That's why the Greenpeace Movement before Year 2000 were tossing them out from the supermarket marking them NOT FIT FOR HUMAN CONSUMPTION. How many of us will have to believe these news? Well, until you can no longer digest the food because your stomach wont be able to digest plastic!

And that's life! That's REALITY for you people.
It's time to wake up.
That's the kind of message you should have to pass around NOT those nonsense hanky panky you are doing in Vegas and Nevada! While the stupid girls think that you are way down so cool blasting your F!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Remembering September Eleven 2001

8 YEARS AGO the most horrendous, provocative act of terrorism happened at the WTC Twin Towers in New York City on this date September 11, 2001. It was shocking! Almost everyone of us watching the news, hearing the news on television was amazed and in total shock. Who wont be? Actually I first thought it was a "movie of some kind." Then the news progressed for more than an hour when another airplane hit the other building. It was pandemonium! The news spread like wildfire and almost everyone knew the story as it spread throughout the world through cable news, alert news, breaking news, through the news media, paper, tabloids, radio, most especially through the internet and those with cellphones . You name every source of news and there was only one kind of news that particular day and for the rest of the year. Until now they cannot erase that very sad tragic act of terrorism. More news, more pictures coming out in the open. People never stop at having to relate the fatal news to almost everyone they encountered with at place of work, with their family, friends, to any one they've talked to even on the streets, on the market, in the church, restaurants, etc.


In my thought that day how could 2 planes full of passengers will hit the twin towers? Unless it was out of control. Why would these terrorists will end up their lives on something unreasonable? What's the motive? What's behind the motive? Was it really terrorism? Or just mind-boggling special effects or FX? Or there are really no casualty except that they want the building destroyed because it was unsafe and not secured. You know what I mean. I don't know the real reason behind about the event. I'm just an eyewitness watching it on television while the reporters keep on blabbing the disaster after disaster series of events. Scary! I can't figure out if it was real because most action packed movies have that same kind of explosions or FX illusions for the viewers to feel awed and moved by the special effects. Sa tutuo lang mas nakakatakot yung ASTEROIDS and COMETS. Mag AJAX kaya kayo?

As the news transpired and then later on watching the drama unfold and the television news network provided some photographs...I noticed one thing. There are few pictures shown on TV that I think have seen from an old Panorama magazine that was dated Year 1975. What a coincidence!

Anyway, Year 2001 is like an Odyssey. You know that movie don't 'ya? The science fiction Space Odyssey: 2001. What's the relevance of that movie to that WTC? Malay ko! Maybe the world's debts are in TRILLIONS $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and nobody can repay what they owed. Each one of us are indebted. Hindi pa isinisilang yung ibang sanggol ay may utang na.

Puede ring sabihin mo na parang 2 sigarilyong umuusok ang building na yun. It's more like end of the tobacco industry. Or puede ring birthday kasi ni Pres. FM yung day na yun kaya may 2 silvery colored candles . Naku birth anniversary nya ngayon. Happy Birthday Pres. Marcos!

On Barb's September 11 quote of the day: "The human tongue is only a few inches from the brain, but when you listen to some people talk, the two seem miles apart."

I was awake at about 4:25 am, seeing the time not from our alarm clock but from our television in the bedroom. I usually check the time through the TV Guide list or program then I look for something new like fresh news of the day. I was surprised about the news I'm watching. Channel news cannot get rid of the King of Pop story. I told to myself the TV networks aired some replays again and again. Then realizing the burial of Michael Jackson is only or will take place "today." My God! It's already September 2009! Is this sort of a prank? When did he died and people were having their lamentation, crying and having a worldwide hysteria. One thing that you can observe from the bereaved family of MJ is the calmness and non-confrontational emotional deep within their realms. They probably accepted the fact that there is nothing they can do when death has befallen one of the most beloved member of their family. Or the psychological trauma, stress and shock cannot be portrayed in just one facial emotion because its hidden inside. Just like the kind of feeling when JFK died and Jackie O was left with a very stern disposition unable to cry out loud. People unable to burst out their emotions or cannot have their tears coming out from tear glands mean they are very strong willed people. They cannot cry because the glands are too dry. Or they cried so much, weep so hard not in front of too many onlookers or NOT for the view of the many viewers who would like to see them weep.

So the burial of the King of POP is slated for today at Forest lawn in Glendale. It took too long because the family and the rest of the people involved have done an AUTOPSY and the many investigations, search and researches to know if he died of heart attack or he was murdered. Nobody knows that's why the process took so long. That's what happened in real life case scenario. Now if the NCIS and CSI will solve the case it's only a matter of an hour. How bizarre!

BON VOYAGE MICHAEL JACKSON! You'll be missed. Hope to see you in heaven with the angels. (August 29, 1958-June 25, 2009) R.I.P.

Psychology Is Not Dead Yet

Reading my old book in Psychology has led me back to having an irritable rash. My allergy is back. This never happened before. Not when I was back to reading old books that were second-hand. Old books that were kept in the shelves for too many years were too much dust has accumulated in them. The book was published in the Year 1981. I think old books should be revised and renewed. Burn all the old books and make new ones.

Although there's no denying the fact that whatever content that book has it tremendously helped me in so many ways. It was like a bible full of important information and knowledge hard to deny. A book that leads me to believe that Psychology is indeed an indispensable tool for learning the many aspects of human life from the way people think and behave. What that "special book" offers? It has provided me the conclusive way to being in contact with reality not fantasy. It opens the mind of every intellectuals who are alive not dead. It enhances the familiarity with the validity of the concept involved. Understanding the hidden works of the mind. Although I may suggest that they should (the authors) should include more information on subjects such as ESP, Mental telepathy, PSI, PK=Psycho kinetic, and other paranormal activities. More of these topic will attract many readers not only those who are enrolled in Psychology course. How exciting that would be for those who are into paranormal study. I myself is hooked on this special phenomena.

Young students would be enthralled. Older student rejuvenated about such brilliant topic or idea. To challenge one's mind is the best thing that every teachers must under go. Yes people it's the Village of the Damned all over again. Don't you love it?

414's ???? What The Hell Is That?

Remember Neal Patrick? He is one of the infamous 414's! Yes the 414's the computer hacker. He and his group of hackers subjected themselves to the many trials and error of breaking passwords and breaking codes belonging to top confidential records and report done by many important people who I don't even know who they were infiltrating because it was at the height of computer boom era. It was in 1983 and in that year my computer remains to be hidden inside the part of my brain and medulla.

So what is this guy Neal had to boast about? He happened to break in to the Sloan Kettering's computer and discovered the word TEST opened all doors. According to this guy hacking computers is likened to CLIMBING UP THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN AND ONCE THE MOUNTAIN IS REACHED YOU CAN MAKE A MAP OF THE WAY & GIVE IT TO EVERYBODY ELSE. That time in 1983 his computer is connected to 1,200 computers to process what he needs to do.

At present time anyone can have millions of computers connecting to you by networking through facebook, Twitter, Blogger and Wordpress. For you to be the hacker of the year is lame and well you'll be the delight of the many computer addicts who delight in the "running after you as in cat and dog, mouse combination of tagging" until you get out of the computer world. Insane? Yes it's a mad world and tears for fear EVERYONE WANTS TO RULE THE WORLD kind of thingy. So boring right? Very juvenile. Anyway there are too many being challenged to the point that they are becoming notorious and electronic vandalism seems to rule in and out. What the authorities are doing? You wanna know that eh? THEY let them PLAY until they get bored. Who cares?! It's your computer and it's only you who will upgrade it to the next level. So once your computer is filled up with gigabytes then it's time to buy a new one. In all honesty? It's about COMMERCIALISM. It's FUN while it last. How about your pocket? Yeah get cocky if you will.

The Art Of War

LIFE MIRRORS ART? It's really really, GREAT to be working for the government for the last 46 years and now being able to work on my own space and time! How smart huh!? This is what you call LIFE IS AN ART! ART IS LIFE.

Before somebody else accused me of having images of Rorschach inkblot which I deliberately changed it to Turner inkblot images as you are aware that these new inkblots (pert. to the inkblots on another blog entries) MADE and CREATED by me and nobody else. The inkblots are produced not on a whim nor its painted to get the specific style and designs. Of course they are created with true INK and true color on a clear white bond paper. Black is not a color you may blurt out. It's neutral. Whatever. White and black color is neutral. On this part of the puzzle the color is optional. It's the image that I'm after. What you can visualize. Do you have a vision?

I know that many have joined in to find out what the images are in the inkblots and what are the interpretations for those images. Many have their own assumption and conclusions. Too many are knowledgeable and smart. Too many intelligent human beings in this world and at the turn of the century. You must thank the new technology. People are willing to get hold of the many advantages that new technology has to offer no matter how much is the price and prize. I don't offer any of the two I mentioned. It was just sort of taking advantage of the knowledge and how to develop "Visualization." Not only that. It is also a matter of gaining skills, insights and MODERN CONCEPTS. Taking IT as a whole will bring you the ability to develop more skills towards those hidden goals and plus of course widen your PERCEPTION. I'm telling you about a generalized topic which I've learned through the years based on self study. I learned more through upgrading at my own space and time. I accumulated more knowledge by subjecting myself and others to experiments based on my own theoretical approach.

Now I have to go back to my reality whether I have to cook BBQ or SINIGANG. Though I love both of these delicious viands my mind would change in a matter of time for it depends on the availability of ingredients and raw materials or items. See, everything in this world would have an easy access if you have the right and correct materials. Whatever you have in mind: inventions, goals, discovery would end up to nothingness if you don't have the capital. Just like a government without the supply needed to function would end up in an abysmal disorientation, disorganization, rancid rampage and offensive awkward depression. Service is easy. Labor is productive when it's there right there in front of you the materials to make it happen. For the meantime all you can do is HOPE< WISH and DREAM. Find a CAPITALIST. Find somebody with a bigger purse.

Kite Flying

To tell you frankly I don't really have the nerve or the right mood to blog today. However I will post this image made of INKBLOT once again just to have something of a representation for the meantime. For all the blog entries that I read today...this is my reply to them. An inkblot! Maybe by focusing their eyes on it they will know what I have in mind.

I should be writing more blogs just like the other bloggers here in the Blogosphere. Some of the blog everyday non-stop. Each one responds as each one opposed, contradicts and end up a loser. Sometimes several of them will claim they are the winners. But where are their winnings? What they really win? Is it monetary? Prestige or admiration? Gifts or under the table winnings? I don't have any idea. Everyone has the right to guess anyway. You can think of anything that makes you a winner. Then later on realizing you are just fooling yourself.

FLY A KITE! Have you been flying kite lately? If the weather cooperates why not? Oopss si daisy. Why the word "weather" again? I once read on another blog that guy hates the word "weather." Uhm, what's another term for weather? Climate? Environment condition whether the temperature outside is temperate, hot or cold. The meteorologist should inform us that it's already spring and summer is over. Waiting for that most awaited $3,000 takes a long time and the school starts in September. I already changed the season into WINTER> SPRING>SUMMER>SPRING>AUTUMN>WINTER>SPRING>SUMMER> and it's already SPRING. FALL? I prefer Autumn.

On kite flying. I was busy at work like no one can stop me from what I was doing not even the noise that my co-workers are doing. They were noisy to the point that you can kick them out of the building. Their noise and additional noise from the TV and the many channels of wind that's hovering up there in the sky. They cannot hear what I'm hearing because they are too deaf. They have so much wax in their ears I think. Yeah maybe they were from the House of Wx. However my patience and sense of perception to their loud grinding of stuff is like hearing the loud suffocating noise at the saw mill. But where's the mill? Then suddenly something has tip me right there on my brainwaves that there is something that I need to find out. I left the building. I left what I'm doing. On the way home my eyes widened when I saw my kids flying their kites closer to the electric lines. I was shocked. Where are the people who should look after them? I asked them to look after my kids while I was away. But where are they at that moment? I called my kids inside the house right away. I was of course mad as hell. Great! Reminds me of Benjamin flying a kite with a key. I lost half of my day's wages that day including the source of my employment the next day after that but I don't like losing my kids.

Assumptionista

YESTERDAY I woke up almost breathless trying to "shooing" away the big tarantula on top of my head. Panicky and outrage of that crawly creature that was bigger than the size of an onion bulb. Screaming at the top of my lungs. Only to find out that I was having a nightmare.

The giant black tarantula is similar to the one I spotted under my bed when I was on vacation in the Philippines. Yes the same size compared to that crawling metal device once seen or featured in the movie " Minority Report." Good grief I didn't have a heart attack on those two encounters with hairy tarantula: one in reality the other one in a nightmarish experience of a lifetime.

Realizing it was already past 6 am, I got up from my bed and prepared breakfast for my kids and cooked an early meal for their lunch because I had an appointment to see my friend. I don't want being late for that special meeting. For the meantime I waited at the Asian store owned by a lovely Filipina . I was there sitting for few minutes when he asked me to have a cup of coffee. I replied that maybe later on and have to stay there for quite a while. I'm ashamed that I wont buy or shop at her place which if by all means I will but later on. After reading a Vogue magazine which is located at the glass window of her cafeteria I decided it's time to buy coffee. She didn't let me pay for it because it was Vietnamese instant coffee? Nah, that's not the reason. Thanks anyway. While waiting and waiting and the time is ticking I decided to move on to the next building and find out at the bulletin board the exact schedule of the "events." I was right on time then only to find out she's not there yet. So I waited and searched upstairs. After few minutes of waiting I decided it's time to go home. I really don't like waiting especially when I know the result of this inquiry however I have to show my compassion for her. I mean it. I want to help her and show that whatever she had in mind will prove futile. Anyway I'm not here to judge her. Somehow she should listen to me so that she wont be wasting too much time. Honesty is always the best policy you know. Stop spinning! See what kind of spinning I have it's totally different from yours.

With me out of the house is like a hurricane full of thoughts. Thinking of what my 3 children are doing. Did they on the stove? Is the stove off? I hope they have their lunch without me calling them. Are the faucets water running? All the tremendous mind thinking and worrying. The anxiety that I have to deal with every day whether my family are doing okay while I was out of the house. You might see me with a facial expression so relax and not worried of what's goin' on through my mind but deep inside me my thoughts are always with my children. Every mother should be. Every mother in the world think the same way.

The bad weather condition helps with my outrageous anxiety? Windy and scattered showers helped by having my husband stayed at home. So, that's a day's wage off our budget. No I'm not being sarcastic. God has a way of providing sarcastic situation to improve the lives of others.

Okay that's enough for me. I am overly dramatic when I hate soap opera. I think I love Irish spring.

On being a student? Everyone's a student in this kind of ordeal. at least students learned more at the phase of the teacher's prognosis of any case. Think that you learn from your students better than learning from the books. You were once a student and face it I know more than you do. I was a student-teacher at a very young age. It just that you can drive. But I can fly. Yes I have wings! You want one "wing to live?"

Ink Blot Like No Other

It seems that I really don't have much time to write any topic for my other blogs that I found some other time to do what I never or haven't done before. Like painting a shelf or a cabinet. It was 5 tiered cabinet made of wood particles and the color is dark brown. It was old and been stocked in the garage for such a long time. I want to bring it upstairs but my husband keeps on hindering my motive. He cannot perceive whatever I have in mind. The male's brain is different from a female brain. What we women knew in our mind is totally different from a guy's point of view. I knew that long time ago. I KNOW. I know because my sense of perception is very advance! Hehe. Of all people in this world. Haha yabang ko ah.

So I did what he used to do. I tried painting the cabinet with the white base first. My God! I first though painting with a painter's brush is easy. Nope, it's hard. I should have use a roller instead. But hey I would like to know first hand how long it will take me to paint that stuff. It took me two hours just to apply the white base on it and one hour to apply the off white color which is the third coating of paint. It turned out great! The paint has a smooth satin latex surface.

Now I know why painters asked too much of a wage per hour in doing their task. First, not only the smell of paint is a bit intoxicating, it can also mess up your clothing and skin. That's why the job requires you to be over protective by wearing gloves, clothing or painter's uniform, eye protection and mask. Presence of mind should be always intact meaning you should have "focus "on what you are doing. Then the cleaning of brush and rollers. Painstakingly the most difficult task. If only you could just throw those stuff away. However knowing the brush and rollers are expensive so its better to clean them and save them for the next painting job.

After that trying hard painting work I opted for the easiest way of them all. I am back to producing INK BLOTS. I had a collection of ink blots similar to Rorschach Test. The picture above shows the latest of my experiment. You can try admire it for now and think of what that image means before I turned it into another image of some kind. You know me for changing the world upside down when it gets so boring. Topsy turvy terms of endearment. Ciao

THE EAGLES HAVE EYES

"THE EAGLE HAS LANDED "by Jerry Strelioff won the Professional 1st Place Category for the Woodcarving competition at the Transformation at the Shore. For more details on the winners, sponsors and volunteers you can check them out at the local CAMPBELL RIVER MIRROR newspaper.

I knew it that entry would be the winner. They should have it display at the main entrance-welcome sign at the highway. I would suggest they have to paint it nicely. Certain colors attract people from different walks of life. It has magnetism.

I read the morning paper today and the many people here in this small community are really vying on the tourism project. After the saw mill, mining industry and pulp mill closed down what else to do? You and everyone of us should think of what is viable to make the community, the city of Campbell River the next destination of tourists. For the retirees?

Uhm, " B.C. IS NOT THE PLACE TO BE IDLE WITH."" B.C IS SUPER NATURAL B.C."


I want to retire and have an early retirement just like everyone else but there are millions of complainers so I CAN't QUIT! You can hear me rant all day and night.

Inflation, recession? Almost everyone of us are affected. It's not only the US are affected by this slow economy. Even here in Canada. Sixteen years ago the city of Victoria hailed as once the blooming city of growth and prosperity. When were there for a tour, my vision has changed. What happened? The once busy city is now sleepy and on a slumber. I just couldn't believe it. I remember the time when we couldn't have a place to park our car. There's no place to stay in for the night and the restaurants are filled with customers. You really have to queue for 2 hours just to get in. Or find another restaurant in another city next to it. NOW? Where are the investors and where are the investments going?

Let's Go Fishing At The Shore

The view is breath taking when the color is visible. Just so...if you wanna know

Quick Carve Exhibition Memo for Auction

Oh wow! They have an elephant ! Two hands that hold the Earth. A dragon, a wolf, beaver and heron.

Two Of The Very Best Entries

I really like the bench with a sitting big black bird. How much the tag price for that alone ? $1,200. Now you wont believe the price for that big eagle next to it. I like that one too! It's HUGE!

Woodcarving Entries 2009

Campbell River Shoreline Arts Society - Transformation On The Shore 2009

It was at about 7:00 pm after watching the baseball game Toronto Blue Jays Vs. Phillies that my family went for a stroll at the Frank James Park located in Willow Point. This part of the city of Campbell River is famous for Transformation On The Shore. It is on this particular scenic spot when group of tradesmen skilled in lumber, logging and wood carving have so much fun showing the public their talent for "on the spot wood carving knowledge and technique. "

There are too many people viewing the many carvings that were clearly seen on this exhibition site. Some familiar people, old people, young people, several viewers brought their pets too to see what's happening on that part of the community. Yeah even their dogs and puppies have the curiousity and much enthusiasm to view what has been transformed from those big chunks of logs courtesy of Western Forest Products and other supplier of woods.