Have You Got Your Cross Today?

Are you fortunate enough to have your crosses and trials today?

One of you will have that one moment of being in a melancholia. Echolalia? What do you think of me Autistic? I AM! Sad but true.

I have so much compassion for the illiterates and the so called super genius of today. I just can't help that I have to say this once and for all that I once again alive to annoy your world. Such intriguing as the case maybe but hey SUNSET not SETI sent the message that TIA of Total Information Awareness here once again to rule the world. What happened to project OZma? Must have been dead because IMA is here to stay FOREVER.

Watching the many video stories and the awful sad stories of Filipino people stranded in the flash flood in Metro Manila, which is a part of Luzon I can only be reminded of what happened to me and my classmates in college when we were stranded for hours and hours somewhere in Buendia. We were all trembling in fright waiting for help to rescue us because the flood water was rising by the minute. Poor people inside the car and jeepneys have the worse problem than we had because the flood is almost up to their knees while us on board the bus has a bit up on elevation level. We kept on praying until the rescue arrived...after more than 5 hours! It was the military guys with their six by six trucks who were able to get in to the rushing flood water. It was the armed forces who were trained to help the people in need in those situations when other agency has problem of dealing with the risk operation. That you can think and thank the brave men and women in uniform for THEY OFFER THEIR LIVES TO SAVE LIVES!

I don't know how much is the damage caused by this recent typhoon Ondoy compared to the devastating Yoling in the 70's sometime before Martial Law was proclaimed. I think the casualty that time period is the worst of all worse calamity in the world where houses were wiped out by very powerful gusty winds coupled with unruly twisters. It was the time when all you can read and see in the newspapers are dead, decapitated, headless bodies on the front page. Then the hoarding of the many prime commodities such as staple food> rice, wheat, sugar + oil, and petro gas, etc. I remember water is hard to find those days. I mean the safe drinking water. We relied on ration of water from the same source: the military. Then our family and other families in the neigbourhood have to queue in a such a very long line formation to have a ration of corn. Yes the milled corn! No rice can be found. The number one staple food in Philippines is out of stock! Food shortage the number one problem. All power lines were cut off. There is light from the sky at daytime but at night it always been dark unless you have kerosene lamp or lighted candles. How to feed millions of Filipinos in a calamity such as this one? Unbelievable. But that's the truth. The help from other countries? I don't think the Philippines get the help that they need right away. IT TOOK QUITE A VERY LONG TIME for the help to arrive. Until too many people are rioting, too many people are getting sick and dying, stories of suicides, and almost every one are going crazy and mad about the world. Killing and massacre and the many violence add up to the worst problem that were already in it before. Filipino people are very religious people but when calamities after calamities struck the very foundation of society you just can't help wonder where is justice that period of time. IT IS FOR THE SAME REASON THAT MARTIAL LAW WAS IMPLEMENTED TO TAKE THE NECESSARY FAST ACTION of improving the lives of the people. If no one will help the country then it was time for that kind of measures to prevent another nationwide disaster. So can you blame the former Pres. Marcos why he proclaimed Martial Law in 1972?

Of course you'll know the reason why if you are a Filipino and you are living in the Philippines in those "period of time." Because those "leaders" who opposed Mr. Marcos were actually not Filipinos and they were not actually residing in the Philippines. Get it?

Always Read The Label

On about ajAX! Many followed that advice. It was only in my thoughts. Ayun maraming na AX! AXion agad. How many were terminated and were laid off? Kasama na yung mga taong pulos text ng text at di na nagtatrabaho. Wag nyong gamitin ang oras nyo sa katetext ng mga walang kasaysayan at pinababayaan nyo ang trabaho nyo. Meron namang trabaho ng trabaho pero sobrang kupad naman parang nasa ulap. Sampu na ang nagawa mo sya ay walang maumpisahan. Wala naman syang disability talaga lang makupad. Pero sya pa ang mahilig humingi ng dagdag.

Change topic: I was in the middle of browsing this particular website wherein the blogger has a daughter being the focus in that home made video. The girl has somewhat having repetitive awkward behaviour touching her arms, her nose, her face like she is being bitten by flies or mosquitoes. At first I thought she was doing it on purpose like a scene in a comedy show of some kind. Is she having a very strange manic compulsive behaviour like other kids with that kind of disability? And what would be the right cure and treatment?

After a week of having to observe her peculiar mannerism and after having been subjected to using brand named shampoo I have that kind of similar awkward behaviour. After using a SHAMPOO. I went over through the details of that "shampoo" and with the help of magnifying lens to see the ingredients and substance of that "particular shampoo" I was dumbfounded! Who the hell in their fucking --- mind would add BAMBOO in a shampoo? What are the manufacturer of shampoo thinking that human beings are panda? Are you guys totally out of your mind? Are you that crazy? I felt like my skin have thorny spikes and allergies all over my skin after having to use that shampoo.

That's right we all should READ THE LABEL! Or else will all die from the bad crap being made and manufactured by people who are nothing but idiots! They only know how to make money but not thinking the health and welfare of their own consumers.

What else? Heard of the feminine sanitary napkins wherein some of these products have jellies or gels on it to help in the absorption of blood? But only worsen the bleeding until you all have ovarian cancer. Thereby the more bleeding means more pads being bought, and used and more money for the product manufacturer. That story was emailed to me by a friend who lives in South East Asian country.

Then heard of the food being sold in the market? Some of them are genetically modified and the rest are SYNTHETIC! That's why the Greenpeace Movement before Year 2000 were tossing them out from the supermarket marking them NOT FIT FOR HUMAN CONSUMPTION. How many of us will have to believe these news? Well, until you can no longer digest the food because your stomach wont be able to digest plastic!

And that's life! That's REALITY for you people.
It's time to wake up.
That's the kind of message you should have to pass around NOT those nonsense hanky panky you are doing in Vegas and Nevada! While the stupid girls think that you are way down so cool blasting your F!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Remembering September Eleven 2001

8 YEARS AGO the most horrendous, provocative act of terrorism happened at the WTC Twin Towers in New York City on this date September 11, 2001. It was shocking! Almost everyone of us watching the news, hearing the news on television was amazed and in total shock. Who wont be? Actually I first thought it was a "movie of some kind." Then the news progressed for more than an hour when another airplane hit the other building. It was pandemonium! The news spread like wildfire and almost everyone knew the story as it spread throughout the world through cable news, alert news, breaking news, through the news media, paper, tabloids, radio, most especially through the internet and those with cellphones . You name every source of news and there was only one kind of news that particular day and for the rest of the year. Until now they cannot erase that very sad tragic act of terrorism. More news, more pictures coming out in the open. People never stop at having to relate the fatal news to almost everyone they encountered with at place of work, with their family, friends, to any one they've talked to even on the streets, on the market, in the church, restaurants, etc.


In my thought that day how could 2 planes full of passengers will hit the twin towers? Unless it was out of control. Why would these terrorists will end up their lives on something unreasonable? What's the motive? What's behind the motive? Was it really terrorism? Or just mind-boggling special effects or FX? Or there are really no casualty except that they want the building destroyed because it was unsafe and not secured. You know what I mean. I don't know the real reason behind about the event. I'm just an eyewitness watching it on television while the reporters keep on blabbing the disaster after disaster series of events. Scary! I can't figure out if it was real because most action packed movies have that same kind of explosions or FX illusions for the viewers to feel awed and moved by the special effects. Sa tutuo lang mas nakakatakot yung ASTEROIDS and COMETS. Mag AJAX kaya kayo?

As the news transpired and then later on watching the drama unfold and the television news network provided some photographs...I noticed one thing. There are few pictures shown on TV that I think have seen from an old Panorama magazine that was dated Year 1975. What a coincidence!

Anyway, Year 2001 is like an Odyssey. You know that movie don't 'ya? The science fiction Space Odyssey: 2001. What's the relevance of that movie to that WTC? Malay ko! Maybe the world's debts are in TRILLIONS $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and nobody can repay what they owed. Each one of us are indebted. Hindi pa isinisilang yung ibang sanggol ay may utang na.

Puede ring sabihin mo na parang 2 sigarilyong umuusok ang building na yun. It's more like end of the tobacco industry. Or puede ring birthday kasi ni Pres. FM yung day na yun kaya may 2 silvery colored candles . Naku birth anniversary nya ngayon. Happy Birthday Pres. Marcos!

On Barb's September 11 quote of the day: "The human tongue is only a few inches from the brain, but when you listen to some people talk, the two seem miles apart."

I was awake at about 4:25 am, seeing the time not from our alarm clock but from our television in the bedroom. I usually check the time through the TV Guide list or program then I look for something new like fresh news of the day. I was surprised about the news I'm watching. Channel news cannot get rid of the King of Pop story. I told to myself the TV networks aired some replays again and again. Then realizing the burial of Michael Jackson is only or will take place "today." My God! It's already September 2009! Is this sort of a prank? When did he died and people were having their lamentation, crying and having a worldwide hysteria. One thing that you can observe from the bereaved family of MJ is the calmness and non-confrontational emotional deep within their realms. They probably accepted the fact that there is nothing they can do when death has befallen one of the most beloved member of their family. Or the psychological trauma, stress and shock cannot be portrayed in just one facial emotion because its hidden inside. Just like the kind of feeling when JFK died and Jackie O was left with a very stern disposition unable to cry out loud. People unable to burst out their emotions or cannot have their tears coming out from tear glands mean they are very strong willed people. They cannot cry because the glands are too dry. Or they cried so much, weep so hard not in front of too many onlookers or NOT for the view of the many viewers who would like to see them weep.

So the burial of the King of POP is slated for today at Forest lawn in Glendale. It took too long because the family and the rest of the people involved have done an AUTOPSY and the many investigations, search and researches to know if he died of heart attack or he was murdered. Nobody knows that's why the process took so long. That's what happened in real life case scenario. Now if the NCIS and CSI will solve the case it's only a matter of an hour. How bizarre!

BON VOYAGE MICHAEL JACKSON! You'll be missed. Hope to see you in heaven with the angels. (August 29, 1958-June 25, 2009) R.I.P.